Lonely nights

A smile spread across Felix's face, he could tell by how Hideaki's body moved that he was starting to feel the pleasure in this.

He let the man rock and move against him, his hands replying eagerly to Hideaki's prompting, the hand around his arousal pumped him a little firmer, his thumb pressing against his slit softly.

He kissed the man's neck, his fingers moving a little faster inside of him, and they spread a little wider, stretching him further.

His body jerked as Felix's thumb pressed against his slit, giving up on muffling his moans as he let out a noise which was half a moan, almost a quiet wail.

Head tilting backwards, he continued to rock his hips against the man's fingers, legs tightening and untightening around Felix's shoulders with each thrust. He winced a little at the further stretch, but as he adjusted, let out a shuddering gasp at the faster pace, the muscles in his legs and stomach twitching with pleasure.

"...Oh..."

Felix's hand slid from Hideaki's erection for a moment, moving to remove his boxer shorts, his own member peeking out of the fabric as it stood hard against his stomach.

He positioned his hips against Hideaki's backside, grinding his hips again the man as his fingers dutifully worked to stretch him a little more.

He leaned down and kissed the older man passionately, his hand caressing his neck gently.

Felix gazed down at Hideaki with lustful silver eyes, as his fingers slowly pulled out of him and he positioned himself at the man's entrance, pressing himself against him.

Hideaki propped himself up on his arms to gaze up at Felix heatedly as he undressed, panting softly.

A wave of heat crashed over him as he felt Felix's arousal against him and he pushed down against his fingers with a low moan, his thighs parting a little further in anticipation. He loved knowing that Felix wanted him too. When Felix said it, he had believed him, but being this close to him now, seeing that he wanted him... it was the proof that he had needed to assure himself that this was real.

He kissed him back eagerly, arms winding around his neck as he lay back down, whimpering a little at the loss, only to draw in a shuddering breath as he felt Felix press against him.

"Please..."

Hideaki's plead made Felix purr softly, he loved knowing that his feelings were reciprocated and despite his shyness he still wanted to be close to Felix.

His hands moved to grip the man's thighs as he slowly pushed him into him, groaning softly as the feeling of his lover's tight around him.

He settled for a moment, letting Hideaki adjust before he started to thrust his hips gently, another moan escaping him as he began to move.

He let out a low, whimpering moan as Felix pushed into him, eyes squeezing shut as he drew in a shuddering breath.

The stretch was a lot more painful than just fingers, but it wasn't as bad as he had anticipated, and as Felix began to move, he could feel himself slowly start to relax and begin to loosen around him.

His eyes met Felix's as he gazed up at him.

It did hurt, but he couldn't get over how connected he felt with Felix right now. Both physically and emotionally, he felt bared. As if, in this moment, Felix could see all of him. And for an act that was supposedly dirty or shameful, he felt oddly pure.

"Felix." he murmured, his hips starting to rock against him with a quiet moan.

Felix's eyes locked onto Hideaki's, the silver eyes which matched his own, filled with the same loving and lustful emotion as his.

He leaned down and kissed the older lycan as he muttered his name, his eyes sliding shut as he gave a soft moan against his lover's lips.

As his body relaxed and accepted him Felix move a little faster, thrusting into the man deeply as his hands moved to caress his lover's sides.

The two of them were together now, emotionally and physically, completely together.

He kissed Felix back eagerly, hands clutching at the man's shoulders for something to hang onto. A quiet wail was muffled into his lover's lips as Felix sped up, eyes screwing shut as pleasure assailed his senses, legs tightening around the man's shoulders.

While it was more painful doing this, there was something amazing about it, too. The feeling of having Felix inside him was, not only erotic, or even only romantic, but oddly spiritual, being locked together like this.

It was completely and utterly fulfilling.

Another whimpering moan was muffled into Felix's lips as his hips began to rock up against him, back arching as he tugged him closer, ignoring the painful stretch along the backs of his legs.

He held Hideaki tightly, his arms wrapping around the man as he tried to get as close to him as possible.

He wanted to feel every inch of Hideaki against him, he never thought they would be like this, locked in this embrace.

Yes he knew that he loved this man and had suspected that Hideaki had felt the same but he never thought that Hideaki would ever let him touch him in this manner, he always seemed too self-conscious to be able to expose himself, not only his body but expose everything that he was.

He moaned Hideaki's name in against his lover's ear as he trailed his lips down his neck, kissing and sucking softly as he continued to thrust his hips, his hand moving to stroke his lover's arousal in a speed that matched his hips.

Hideaki's arms wound tightly around Felix's neck, pressing closer, a shiver rippling down his spine as the man's lips caressed his neck, head tilting back into the soft kisses and nips with a soft whimper.

He loved hearing Felix's voice moaning his name like that. It made shivers and prickles of heat run down his spine, just knowing that he was the one giving Felix pleasure, he was the one that was close to him like this.

A breathy gasp slipped from his lips as a hand stroked his arousal, back arching into the touches with a shuddering moan. His hips rocked quickly into the man's hand, legs tightening around his shoulders.

"Fe-Felix..."

Hideaki's moans and reactions to his touch made Felix's body ripple with a pleasured shudder, everything he did the man responded well to and he was eager to please Hideaki as best he could, it was their first time and he wanted it that both of them would remember fondly.

His breath came in heavy pants as his hips and hand moved faster, Felix moaned loudly and bowed his head slightly as his body began to build up, heat and pressure licking at the inside of his stomach as he continued to move.

He dropped his head to meet Hideaki's lips, kissing the man passionately.

Hideaki cried out softly as Felix's hand sped up, mind going blank, hips jerking sporadically. A moan was muffled into the man's lips as he kissed him back eagerly, hands scrabbling at his lover's back. He could feel his muscles clenching in his stomach as he drew closer, toes curling.

"Fe-!"

He let out a cry into the man's lips, eyes scrunching closed with a loud moan as he came.

Felix let out a long moan as Hideaki's body throbbed against him, coming with his lover, his body shuddering before he stopped moving.

He collapsed onto the bed next to him, not wanting to hurt Hideaki by pressing all of his body weight against him but no longer able to hold himself up, his arms trembling slightly.

He panted heavily, his chest rising and falling quickly as he wrapped his arms around Hideaki and pulled him closer, kissing him softly while he ran his hands through he man's hair.

"Hideaki.."
He cooed softly, brushing his nose against his lover's as his hand trailed down the man's back to stroke his backside gently.

Hideaki collapsed back onto the bed, panting softly. His eyes sliding closed with exhaustion as he curled into the warmth of Felix's body, arms winding around the man's waist.

He kissed him back softly, smiling into the kiss, a hand slipping up to brush a lock of hair out of his lover's eyes.

"That was amazing."

It was cheesy, and it was cliche, and it couldn't possibly sum up everything that he had just experienced, but he couldn't thing of any other way to put it.

A soft sigh escaped him as the man's hand stroked over his skin, burying his face into the side of Felix's neck.

Felix's hands ran up Hideaki's back, moving to stroke the man's hair, his fingers tangling themselves in the dark locks.

A smile spread across his face as his eyes slid closed, he was glad that Hideaki had enjoyed it as much as he had.

"I hope you're not too sore."

He hoped he had gone slow enough with him that he avoided hurting the man too much.

"I'm fine." he murmured. A faint purr rumbled in his chest as the man stroked his hair, head leaning back into his hand.

He was a bit sore, but it wasn't as bad as he had been expecting. And he was more worried about getting up, apart from anything. Perhaps he could just stay here in Felix's arms for all eternity, stinking to high hell, but not particularly caring?

Yes. That sounded good.

He pressed a soft kiss to his lover's jaw before settling back down, eyes sliding closed.

"That's good."
He murmured softly, nodding his head as he nestled in against Hideaki.

His hands continued to stroke the man's hair and caress his shoulders and back.

"I love you."
He muttered, kissing the top of the man's head as his body relaxed, exhausted after what they had just done together.

Hideaki nuzzled into the man, resting his head in the crook of Felix's neck and shoulder as he let out a contented sigh.

A wolf-like purr escaped him as Felix's hand stroked over his skin, burying closer into the man's skin and inhaling his scent, a small smile gracing his lips.

"I love you too."

His lips brushed against his lover's skin as he murmured his reply, before leaning up to kiss him again gently, smiling against Felix's lips.

He held the man close, kissing him back softly as Hideaki leaned up.

Those words made his heart swell, it wasn't the first time he had said them but he adored hearing it, it wasn't something he thought he would be hearing for a long time, if at all.

"We should try get some sleep."
He murmured gently.

"Ok." he murmured, burying back into the man's neck again.

His lips parted in a quiet yawn, whining contentedly as he snuggled into the warmth of Felix's body, only too happy to drift back to sleep. Felix's scent around him, and the warmth and rhythm of his breathing made it only too easy for him to drift out of consciousness.

His body twitched a little as he finally slipped into dreams, arms unconsciously tightening around Felix's waist with a quiet purr.